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Sunday, May 29, 2005

sigh... i noe sighing's not gd... but i cant help it.. just dun haf e mood these few days... dun haf e mood to do anything...its prob e thought of sch starting... prob e thought of everyone leaving... e thought.. of alot of different things.. and it all adds up... or maybe its just me.. i dunno...

seriously.. if i had e choice.. id rather not noe... at least things will be better tt way... not noe.. den it'll save me e trouble of thinking... smthgs wrong wif me... im becoming pessimistic.. im thinking too much.. someone pull me back!! quick!! haha...

anyway.. sch starts tmr for me... super LONG day... think im gonna die of boredom.. if not den starvation... cause i dun haf a break... straight... from 11 to 6.. same room.. same teacher... just not looking forward to it.. seriously.. in fact.. im dreading it... sigh... wad to do... just haf to learn to love wad u do...

tts about all.. no mood to write... wish me luck... :)

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Saturday, May 28, 2005

b4 u noe it.. e hols are over... sigh.. another sem is gonna start and i felt like i haven even rested... seriously... one mth is not enuff!!! stupid moe.. change this change tt.. very free ar? growl....

dunno y leh.. feel like this is gonna be a sad entry... going back to sch.. noeing tt all e farmiliar faces r not gonna be there...no more loud music blasting from kiat's earphones when he walks in late... haha :)... no more 'lu hui!!'from yl... no more 'gong tao' coming from kit's mouth... ( not tt i enjoy being called gong tao...hmmm...) no more 'hiyah, girl ar ' coming from siti... no more walks to and from sch wif nette... ahh.... im sooo gonna miss u pple man... 0412...

looking back.. this hols were really filled man.. ogl camp... staying up watching shutter and screaming whenever e ghost appears... running around sch like mad pple searching in e wierdest places for little pieces of paper wif funny numbers and letters only god noes stands for wad... moving tables across e empty space at level 6... which is quite a distance... considering e tables r not exactly e lightest things around...and throwing darts at a dartboard is so NOT my thing.. after which u haf to remove a cup from a stack of more cups if ur dart flew everywhere and anywhere and but e dartboard as a forfeit... but overall.. fun is e word used to desceibe e whole thing...

orientation... doing e impossible of organising an orientation in 3 days... planning, planning and more planning.. getting pissed at each other... :) running around to get wad we needed... one word: hectic BUT we managed to pull it off and orientation wasnt tt bad... haha had a wonderful gp.. gp 9... very enthu.. which was gd.. compared to our gp last year.. haha

ogl cum class outing at sentosa... had alot of fun... got dunked quite a no. of times.. nette also.. haha e guys entertained us by jumping off e platform... doing stunts... haha e end result of staying a whole day at sentosa? BURNT and i mean burnt... a whole gp of lobsters trooping to PS to haf dinner... wif e next few days hurting a hell lot... practically everyone's nick has something wif burnt...haha

appealing...er... dun wanna tok about it...

class outing to east coast... bbq.. food... guitar... stupid videos.. haha.. was supposed to ton but in e end.. decided against it... so everyone went home... and more class outings... haha each one very different from e next...each one just as fun...

e last thing was prob e star ars video tt e sdn pple did.. to promote sdn to e freshies.. haha dun really noe wads it about and wad happened cause my presence was er.. yeah.. so anyway.. hope it will be a success cause i noe alot of effort was put into this video...

anyways... although this hols were really hectic.. i really enjoyed everything tt happened.. and i'll always remember it... haha

first day of class... haf to start wif "my name is.. my name is..."dreading it man... i noe i shld look on e bright side... maybe it wun be tt bad...hopefully... now just haf to try and love wad i do.. since i cant do wad i love.. so yeah.. gd luck..

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Friday, May 27, 2005

HA! A BLOG! dunno wad struck a chord in me.. to actually do smthg like this.. getting a blog... hmmm.... prob cause i was bored... prob cause... er.. dunno... haha.. anyways.. its my virgin entry so yeah.. *appluse appluse* * sob sob* and i wanna thank my mum... and my dad.. okie okie enuff enuff... :)

okie lah.. maybe being e com idiot i am.. getting a blog was confusing... all e funny names... funny titles which dunno go where.. funny names... for god noes wad reason... and wierd passwords tt for some reason they wun let me use.. i mean.. its MY password.. so wads e big fuss? they prob just find it fun in making pple like me confused.. haha wif kiat constantly nagging at me... haha wif names i shoudnt use if not i'll regret it... blah blah blah... haha anyway.. i promised him he'll be in this entry.. so yeah.. KIAT... UR IN THIS!! haha... :)

shld prob keep this short... if not u pple will get bored.. haha so yeah... I HAF A BLOG!!! :) haha

p.s. getting a blog also puts my eng compo skills to work.. so yeah... tt's all.. for now...haha

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