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Monday, June 06, 2005

hmmm.... thurs was a bad day... so yeah.. i think i haf more or less gotton over it... i mean.. cant stay depressed forever right?

im sch now... wif karen and fadz (with e tune: im so lonely... im so lonely... i haf nobody.. on my own... playing in e background..) freezing my ass off in e cp lab.. wif pple hammering down e wall beside me... somehow.. i haf a feeling im gonna die soon.. either of starvation, by freezing to death.. or.. i dunno.. hit by some scrap pieces of wall or wadever they're doing beside me... hmmm...

anyway.. recent news: DFV IS CLOSING DOWN!!! wad r they thinking man!?!? doing this now? at a time like this? i mean.. wanna do it den do it earlier lah.. b4 sch started or smthg... dun go giving pple hopes of them getting in this specialisation.. den dashing it by saying on e sec week of sch tt u're closing it down!?!?! wads up wif u pple man... evil things...

anyway... its like almost 7 and prob everyone has left for home.. for dinner... but we.. poor souls.. r still in sch... doing some director thing... its our first assignment.. and its due by e end of this week... so far.. nothing done yet.. am i gonna fail? most probably... but hopefully... they'll extend e dateline for all e other poor things like us.. who noe nuts about director...

anyway.. learned something new today.. another kind of com lang.. i think its called lingo or smthg.. wasnt really listening.. cause i was concentrating on using all my inner warmth and wads left of it to keep warm... so far.. hasnt worked.. and i cant really feel my finger tips now.. so yeah.. its tt cold.. especialy when u're in here for e whole day... wif e same teacher... wif e same class.. bbbooorrring... yawn... i think im like gonna get frosbite soon...

anyway.. i think e sun's coming out soon.. not yet.. but i can see it peeking out.. behind e dark clouds... hopefully.. after e sun.. there'll be a rainbow.. and it'll stay tt way forever... well.. im looking on e bright side.. so yeah... tts about all... haf to go thaw my fingers now... =)

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