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Friday, June 24, 2005

Psychosis... wad does it mean? im sure u all guessed it... its a kind of sickness... when someone starts seeing things other people dun see.. starts hearing stuff people dun hear.. starts laughing to themselves... these few days, after learning the meaning of that new word... practically everyone who walks past has something to do wif it... and now,the three of us: karen, siti and i are like having some psychosis fever or something... everyone or anyone who has one of the above symptoms has psychosis.. haha and now.. we're probably the ones having it.. according to karen, siti has retardation, i haf spasism, and according to siti and i.. karen has psychosis... haha.. i think its the lack of sleep that has us resorting to these kind of cheap thrills...
hmm...i read somewhere that for girls, blogs are probably just somewhere for them to complain about stuff and its probably true... for me... haha... today was not so bad a day until i found out stuff that i didn't wanna know.. until someone told me stuff that i didn't really wanna hear... until i realised that things were not as simple as they seem to be... after knowing all those stuff.. i admit that i felt a little cheated...felt a little pissed... well.... welcome to reality girl...the harsh reality... just gotta accept it all.. and learn to live with it.

i noe everyone has masks... different masks that different people get to see... but in front of me.. just try not to wear ur mask... i mean... dun go acting nice and smile, pretending everything's things fine when in fact, its not fine.. shallow pple, i can tolerate... shallow people who wear masks... disgusting... im just pissed that u guys just act that way and assume things when we didnt even agree to it... we didn't even say that we were in it and u guys just put us in without asking us... hello? a little respect here... e least u could do was ask and im sure we'd tell u... just dun go around assuming and put us in smthg we didnt agree on in the first place...

i guess its probably better if we, or rather i didn't know about this in e first place.. at least the impression i haf of u'll will be the remain as it was.. right now.. i'm not so sure.. probably just disappointed...

sigh... shoud not let this thing affect me..hmm... had cp lesson today... and we did this thing where u've got to write something about each other that u noe or rather wad u think of that person... for me... amongst my list.. i saw the word 'elegance'!!! can u believe that?!?! elegance? haha that person sooo does not know me man... elegance sooo should not be used on me man... me and elegance soo do not go together... wrong word bugger.... after using it on me.. it'll probably bring a whole new meaning to the word lah... haha

anyway, thats about all...

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