IM SO BORED!!!!! and tired... im sick and tired of doing work all the time.. there's just so much to do and so little time... aahhh!!! never mind. this shall take my mind off work for a while if not i'll really go mad..

someone just told me that when he saw me on the first day... i looked really cold and he didn't dare talk to me.. whao! my dao face really works huh? not suprisingly lah considering tonnes of people told me the same thing already:

~ ' you look really fierce.. don't dare talk to you'
~ ' your face very dao...'
~ ' give people the very cold feel'

unfortunately i've heard all those tonnes of times... but after they say that, they'll probably end off with something like ' actually, you're kinda harmless'. hmmm... what's that supposed to mean? i kinda like the fact that i give people that kind of feeling.. shows that i can't be bullied.. but after talking to me.. that's a different story.. sigh... next time better keep my mouth shut.. than won't get laughed at anymore.. haha but i really don't care.. i like to hear what people think of me unless its comments that will make me change for the better, i probably just laugh it off..

as for now, back to unleashing the dao face and the cold feel.. and yes... back to work.. sigh
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Sunday, July 24, 2005

finally.. it's here!!! the long awaited.. no no.. more like the very very long awaited holidays... or rather term break... one pathatic week of break.. not that i'm complaining.. well it's better than nothing right? well.. its like 9 in the morning and once again.. i shall let this blog live... haha i know i know.. haven't been blogging but well... yeah... and yes... u saw right.. its 9 in the morning... suprised right? cause the pig me.. the one whose always sleeping past 10... me who consideres 9 as very early... yesh.. im awake... hah to do work.. sigh...

yesterday... whao.. very fun day... okie.. let me fill you in.. at around 1 the girls went to j8 to watch the school of rock thing.. cause one of our classmates got into the semi's. so yeah.. but unfortunately, the short me couldn't see much so all i could i was to hear.. hmmm.... well what could i do man? walls all around me.. black, white.. well mostly black.. and than comes a blue whale who squeezes past everyone and stands smack right in front of me... growl... i actually remember the words on the shirt he was wearing lah.. strongman challenge.. hah

well.. the whole thing was basically really cool... got to see what kind of shit singaporean kids have these days... and its good shit... well it has to be considering that those bands were the best of the best... 20 out of er.. 207 who auditioned... so yeah... gab's band had this really cool violinist which was a major booster i guess.. cause it's something unique.. kinda reminded me of yellowcard and the violinist but then again.. the next band who kinda had alot of people seven to be exact had a guy who could play the trumpet so yeah.

anyway, couldnt't stay for the whole thing so i didn't know the results cause next stop... Downtown East. abit far you would say but nette's mum gave us a ride so it wasn't that far haha. what are we doing there? common sense says that we're there for a chalet.. and yeah.. you're right.. freshies chalet so we just went. didn't stay over though. the whole thing was really fun.. which was kinda unexpected cause i'm not say very close to the freshies... but well.. laughed alot.. and i mean alot.. hmmm... laugh until face red... cheek muscles went numb... difficulty breathingprobably slipped in once in a while ... stomach ache... and now, im known as the blur one among the freshies.. where's my image?!?!? i used to be the 'dao' one!! how come suddenly become the blur one!?!!

played stupid games like some watermelon game where you got to shout out the person's name if you both have the same card...well i for one had some really wierd names like: jackfruit, char siew pao, volkswagen, and some other funny ones that i can's seem to remember... learned how to play 'dai di' from danni... played 21 even though i didn't really know how to play... according to them.. me and danni had luck.. something like got one ace and a king or queen or knight... kinda forgot what it's called...

saw how mad the freshies can get... waterbombs... massive dunking among the guys.. so yeah.. basically.. had alot of fun.. more than i expected.. really.. and i went home basically dead.. that's all that happened that's worth remembering these few days besides the shopping trip with danni and fang.. cause basically.. the past few days were just work work and more work.. nothing much... in other words... booorrrriiinnnggg.

still gotta go print stuff with karen and siti later... sigh...
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Tuesday, July 19, 2005

i just realised that the past few entries have been me talking all about work work work.. stress stress stress... tired tired and more tired... and that's probably not gonna change anytime soon... but still.. today when i met up with my dear 0412 girls for lunch... not all of them but still, i just had a really wierd feeling... i don't really know how to say it but erm..

i mean i really miss the times that we shared together.. the times when we just sat and talked about the stupidest stuff, acting crazy together, gossiping, everything.. and im sure to say that i'm not the only one... but today, i don't know... probably just felt that there's this distance? it just suddenly struck me that everyone's changed.. i mean.. im not saying that everyone has to stay the same or something.. but just.. i felt as if there was this wierd barrier between us... i hope it's just me...

anyway, the hp manual thing? well bad news... REDO!!! yup.. sleepness nights all gone to waste... more like the whole class got rejected... hmm.... maybe eric tan realised that he was too lenient for the first assignment so now, its payback time.. twice as mean, twice as strict... one more freaking assignment added to the mountain that we already have.. the total? 5!! yes 5 freaking assignments due all at the same time. the only consloement is probably that we get to hand it up after the sem break... wait wait.. what sem break?

everyones tired.. everyones feeling depressed over one reason or more... everyones feeling burned out... well just hang in there people...

' when you feel when things just don't go your way... take a break but don't give up'

when things start to take a turn for the worse, when it seems as though things couldn't get worst, look on the bright side... at least it can't go any worse and that's when things turn for the better! =)
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Saturday, July 16, 2005

i know i know... i haven't been blogging recently.. did i mention that it's cause of all the assignments that i have? now you know... weighed down by tonnes of assignments once again.. its those times that you have like ten thousand assignments due all at the same time.. and are not even done with one.. really...

now instead of the lift.. its a handphone manual.. sleep? forget about it... now... i hereby certify that im brain dead.. my brain has been dripped dry from all its brain juice and i can't stop here.. still have to go on squeezing out all there is.. all that there ever was... growl... but but but....

the hols are coming!!!! yup.. one pathatic week of rest... enough... nah.. probably won't be getting any rest at all... before you know it, one sem's almost over... den comes the horror... studio project.. ee... just the thought of it gives me the creeps... gross.. okie okie don't think... this whole week.. erm.. kinda usual i guess.. nothing special.. except that i once again have cold sore... sigh... i seriously thik it has something to do with pasta mania..

the last time i ate there.. i got cold sore.. and last week.. i ate there again.. and volia.. cold sore... dirty utensils? more like im allergic to some sort of sauce there or smthg... come to think of it.. i think so... cause fang also got it.. coincidence? i dunno. maybe its the cheese sauce or wadever... cause on both occasions i ordered different dishes but unfortunately, they came with the same sauce... so yeah.. we shall all condemn pasta mania.. from now.. its gonna be pizza hut... 62353535 pizza hut delivery~... omg.. im seriously lack of sleep..

yesterday was kinda fun.. met yl and gang on the way to sch... talked alot.. going home.. met them again... laughed alot.. played around.. acted stupid.. i really miss those times man... sigh.. well im glad we met although we didnt really plan on this... =)
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Monday, July 11, 2005

stress... everyone's burned out from burning the midnight oil.. just to complete assignments.. and i'm proud to say that i'm one of them... and guess what? i just found out how to make size of the website that we're supposed to be working on and when is it due? in two days time... how smart am i man...

anyway, as for my arm.. it has a big ugly bruise now, from donating blood on thurs.. it's been wad? er... almost five days.. and it still hurts abit... and to add on to my suffering? i have a boil in my right eye.. i guess its the lack of sleep thats causing all these.. i can soo hear my body protesting.. ' go get some sleep girl... heck about the assignment...' but guess what.. i don't care... i probably just drop dead and go into a coma at the end of this week but till then, forget about sleep...

just had a really boring lesson on authoring.. and i understood nuts... zero stuff went into my brain..probably cause i was dozing off half the time... as for imm.. it was also kinda boring.. except for the part when e teacher was commenting on the coca cola interfaces that we had to redesign... one funny one was this interface of stamford raffles holding a coca cola bottle in his hand.. and stephen chong was like telling us to be careful when it comes to using national icons... cause some people will protest against you using that particular thing.. and to the raffles interface.. he said smthg like this:

'careful of the icons you use.. cause if not there'll probably be someone who's like his great grand daughter or whatever.. and she'll probably say... don't do that of my great grand father.. he was a great man. he founded singapore... and he likes drinking tea..'

yup... thats what he said..which is suprisingly funny considering that most of stephen chong's jokes are not funny.. haha okie okie.. that was mean.... pretend that u didn't see that... okie.. i have to go give karen the photoshop cd... so that's it for now...
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Thursday, July 07, 2005

im a hero!! praise me!! okie okie im exaggerating.. i didn't exactly save a life.. well not yet... but some day... i will... fine, not just me lah... and probably alot of other nypians...wad did we do? haha we donated blood.. yup.. u saw right.. me the tofu.. the one whose probably afraid of everything.. the one whose always bumping into stuff... yes... i donated blood...

the blood thing was going on for some time already.. i think it started this week.. anyway, was waiting for my fren so me and karen decided to go for it.. well... all in all.. three of us... me, karen and kathrine (new classmate) stayed for it today...
blood donation.. hmmm... its really not as scary as it looks.. its really not as scary as it sounds... and im here to clear all doubts... haha.. i sound like some idiot trying to psycho people into this... but really... its not that bad... and u get a cute bandage to go along wif the hole in ur arm... the best part? u get to choose the bandage colour.. after much comtemplating between the blue with the cars and the orange with the smileys... i settled on orange... and karen got the yellow with bees...

so there i was.. with karen.. waiting for a really long time.. well.. long enough until i had to cancel plans... going through many tests like: blood pressure, temperature, blood tests.. and answer funny questions that u get bored after reading so many qns the answer becomes consistant.. everything is no no no...

after more waiting.. they should soo set up more stations man... really.. wanna donate blood also must wait so long... we were like waiting until its was at the stage that it sounded something like this: "y don't u just give me the damn bag and i just like slit myself and wring out the blood.. den we can go..." seriously.. i think we waitied for more than two hours lah... so yeah... after long tiring hours of waiting... we finally get onto the chair and get to do what we were there for.

the whole process... i was kinda suprised that it was so fast.. i think just the donating part lasted for about half an hour? around there... yeah... so its rather fast... haha with danni there to entertain us.. it seems so much faster. anyway, people who are afraid of pain? i was too.. but don't worry.. they just give u a small injection which numbs the surrounding area and then when e bloody fat needle goes in.. u don't feel a thing...

but just the sight of the fat thing in ur skin... it's kinda scary lah... and after donating a whole bag of blood... no.. u won't faint of anything... in fact, u don't feel a thing.. although its kinda compulsory that u haf to rest... so yeah.. above is my blood donating experience... and don't be suprised.. i really did it.. haha.. not so tofu anymore right? =)
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Wednesday, July 06, 2005

there's a teacher in the family.. not permently, but yeah.. in the mean time... it has become miss chang... my sis is attached to cedar girls as a lit and geog teacher there i think... not really sure.. anyway, her first day was yesterday... and so far.. according to her... it wasn't that bad.. haha dunno if she lying or not...

anyway yesterday, big shot came... okie.. not big shot... is BIG BIG SHOT! who? hmm... how bout beckham? yes yes... DAVID BECKHAM... david beckham the soccer star... the david beckham with the spice girl wife... and what is he doing at nyp? god knows? nyp's soccer also not say very good.. nyp also not say very big and nice... so yeah... maybe that's y our lecture was cancelled... cause got vip coming....

oh.. okie.. after asking.. someone told me that he's here for the nyaa awards ceremony... welll not bad lah.. such a small event.. actually got such a BIG SHOT to be vip... haha... too bad.. i didn't see him.. probably cause i can't be bothered.. probably cause i was stuck in the com lab doing my work... yeah... more assignments.. more confusing assignments.. more tedious and confusing assignments... more panda days...

went retail with the girls today.... had a lot of fun... slacking... buying... trying... laughing... luckily not alot of photo taking... so yeah... im kinda tired from all that walking.. legs tired... brain tired and i dun really feel like doing my assignments.... but do i have a choice?

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Saturday, July 02, 2005

my darling's finally back!! okie.. before u people start cracking ur brains wondering wad darling im toking about.... too bad.. live in suspense... haha

okie okie... darling= sister.. sorry to burst ur bubbles pple.. but no.. no one other than her.. =)

anyway, back from beijing, after two long weeks... and now, shes like darker than me.. in case ur wondering how she managed to become dark, beijing is now like a freaking oven.. in other words, a shocking 43 degrees! yup... 43.. u saw it right.. and im not kidding.. dun believe the news.. they don't know how hot it really is.. just randomly putting numbers up there to trick pple...

her flight was supposed to land at 3pm.. but for some reason... ( i think smthg happened at some airport) so the plane was like circling e skies for like.. er...a really long time.. and they landed a whole hour late... so yeah... from the way how she described her trip.. she had a really great time.. bought alot of stuff...souveniours, pirated vcds, dvds ( i think she got one dvd for like $2 sing and got a whole series of vcds for under $20 sing), bargained alot.. came up with a whole new word: bargue. in case u're wondering what it means, its a combination of the words argue and bargain.. so yeah.. can guess what it means... haha

now, after her china shopping spree and her very fun school trip, I WANNA GO SHOPPING!! haha... now that she's back... e whole house is like noiser... with more consistant nagging at me...more pple fighting over the toilet.. haha.. but do i care? no.. just glad that shes home... =)

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