just as i decided to sit down and get some work done... the fucking com screws up!!! fuck lah... now i have to redo everything and i just wasted like what? two whole hours on nothing. okie i'm pissed.. im DAMN PISSED!! ^@$^&*%$&*@#$%^&* more like fustrated.. so pardon me while i ramble and curse at this damn thing which just SHUT DOWN on me just when i was getting work done... damn this shit man!!! ARGH!!

breathe in breathe out.. okie.. lesson learnt.. save ur work every damn like 10 minutes so that if the damn com screws up on you at least u still have a backup... growl... and now my bro just told me that i can't curse the cause they may sue me.. but do i give a damn?!?! no.. cause their lousy com shut down on me and all my hard work (okie not that hard) has gone down the drain... hmm... forget it... sigh.. redo it is..

guess what? im sick.. again... for the tenth thousand time...so i didn't go shooting at chinatown with the girls.. sorry :( i don't get why im sick.. i haven't been working very hard.. i've been sleeping... so how come can fall sick one? hmm... these few days haven't been productive cause all that i've been doing is well practically nothing.. was supposed to go out with my secondary girlfriends but my nose has been like a waterfall all day, i decided against it... sigh.. dunno when will be the next time i see them..

I MISS IJ!!!

okie.. rambling over, enough grumbling and cursing.. back to work..
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Monday, August 22, 2005

all hail the pig of the month!!! i feel so piggish now.. snacking have become one of the pleasures of my life.. blame it on my itchy mouth that consistantly needs something to chew on.. i can slowly feel the fats accumulating around areas where they shouldn't be.. gross... i should soo start exercising.. and probably restrain myself from the little devil in my head that grows hungry every half hour and screams for my mouth to do some chewing.

recently felt the urge to go to the library so library it was and i borrowed this book by mitch albom. some will probably find it boring.. but the title was what made me borrow the book.. turns out the book is atcually not that bad. its called 'the five people you meet in heaven.' sounds boring right? hmmm... its about this guy who dies and meets five people in heaven. some he knew, some he didnt really know.. but after he dies, he learns stuff that he never knew when he was alive blah blah blah so it's really not that bad...

anyway, i came across a really funny blog and one of the entries was about his (he's an ah beng btw and pardon the swearing) firework watching experience.

Go Marina South see fireworks

Saturday Lawrence ask me want to watch the free fireworks or not? Go Marina South and see, he said.

At first I didn't really feel like it but he said got free concert also by the singer Zhou Hua Jian. His English name is Emil, I think. What kind of cheebye name is Emil? Sound like "email", he like people to emil him issit? Why he don't choose better name like Rockson?

I told him wa lao eh, cheebye lah, that Email Chow is so kan see lang lao liao, this kind of last time star who want to see?Then he said not only him but also got the 五月天 rock band perform. They are Taiwan group, English called May Day, is those rock one, not like those chow ah kua boy band like F4 (F stand for Fucked up issit?).

This May Day band I don't mind, because they sometimes sing Hokkien song. I hope they got sing the good Hokkien song like Chit Ba Ban, because that is what Singaporean like to hear, "One Million Dollar".

So I said ok and we go with Raymond and his friend Ah Seng. Actually Ah Seng is call Peter but we know him so long we always call him Ah Seng. He is oldest in our group I think. Ah Seng is jobless many months liao because his kuai lan company say he almost 40 years old and not useful anymore, so they use his salary to hire two 20 years old young punk. Cheebye this kind of thing also can.

When I go Marina South to eat and go bowling last time, I always drive because the place damn fucking ulu. Actually it is in town, but it is like the backside of the town, must drive one big round then can go there kind. I drive us until near there, but the road kena block! KNNBCCB!!!!

So Ah Seng said better park and take train. He laugh and say lucky I no job no money to buy car, never kena this kind of problem. He said "I no money even to buy a sex wife from Vietnam, don't say buy car, hahahahaha!!!"

So we take the train to Marina station and walk. Nabei, I eat until so big, this is my first time get out at the Marina station. Who the fuck take train go Marina one? Come out of the station is nothing, no shop, no house, just grass.

When we reach the station, a lot of people come out of the train at Marina. I think the Marina station those MRT worker also stress. Usually one day see one or two people at their station (and maybe some ghosts hahahaha!!!) but tonight KNN see so many people come and see fireworks and concert.

I not sure where is the place to see the fireworks, so I just follow the people. Got some people take the bus 400, but we saw so many people take the bus, so we decide to walk. CCB the walk really damn far, I walk until my ka chng down there also sweat, walk already got a wet wet feeling.

I tell Lawrence this firework better be worth it because we walk until so jialat. I saw many NS men in their No 4 uniform do traffic duty, I think they must be damn sian to be the National Day free worker. Every year National Day sure a lot of army boy kena do this kind of slave duty one. No wonder see their face so long. Not only kena duty, but see all the chio bu but cannot go out with them. Sibei sian.

After about 20 minutes I think, we reach the stage place together with many thousand of Singaporean who like to see free show. When I walk on the field I sibei toolan because the concert grass land there got mud!!! KNN must be the last few days raining make the ground all wet and muddy one!! We walk that time cannot see properly where is the mud and where is the dry part, so our shoe all kena wet wet brown brown one....... CHEEBYE!!!!

I stand with the concert people near the stage because Lawrence want to hear the concert after the fireworks. We stand behind the metal bar and pack together like animal inside cage.

Wa lan eh. I never smell so many people sweat before. People squeeze together like the fucking sardine. Some even smell like sardine. And many of the girl also wear tank top and they sweat. Usually girl in tank top is very sexy to see but not that night.

The worse part is when the firework start, everybody ooh and ahh and got this girl just next to me, she stick out her hand and point at the firework in the sky.

Her armpit suddenly press next to my face and the smell from her armpit reach my nose. I almost peng san!!! I see the army boys i feel like shout MEDIC!!!

Then got another girl next to her, her friend I think, she also point up at the firework ooh and ahh. But this girl worse her armpit got hair!!!! Like this how to strike 4D!!!!!

I want to tell her move her hairy armpit away but the fireworks too loud she cannot hear me say excuse me can don't press your hairy cheebye armpit on my face or not. When I want to say excuse me, another firework boom in the sky.

So I give up and look at the sky and enjoy the free fireworks, and try to breathe through my mouth. Gahmen give us free show, of course must enjoy right? No job no money already, like Ah Seng, only got left the free things to enjoy, like the free fireworks, the free concert of Email Chow, a few unknown singers I never hear before, and 五月天. Not bad this Gahmen, Singapore 40 years birthday spend so much money. Maybe all this is try to make Singaporean happy a bit, forget their troubles.

Raymond the stupid fucker try to take photo of the fireworks with his lao ya handphone camera and complain cheebye why his photo all come out black black one. After 10 to 20 minutes the fireworks finish and got some people clap. The sky no more bright colour and loud boom, but become dark again. The armpit girls also put their arm down liao. I can use my nose breathe again.I turn and saw Ah Seng still looking at the night time sky macham still got fireworks and I said, "Oi, Seng ah, you looking at the empty sky for fuck? No more fireworks already."

Ah Seng did not look at me. His eyes still looking at the black black sky and then he said to me:"All this free Gahmen fireworks is very nice to see but I wish I have a job." His eyes now like looking far far away behind the sky." Then I can buy my own fireworks," he said "when it is my own 40 years birthday."
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Wednesday, August 17, 2005

YEAH!!!( must make colourful abit) this blog lives once again!!! all thanks to danni... :) thanks alot girl.. for saving my blog.. too bad.. all my past ramblings so did not revive my blog.. so in came danni saying that she'll help me do my blog. god knows what the hell she did to it.. but hey, who cares? it lives!!! haha

so to prevent any misfortune( choi!) that will happen to my blog. i shall not touch anything other than type.. i hereby say that i:

- will not touch or change anything on the blog
- will not change any settings whatsoever even if i really have to
- the above is exactly the same thing
- can't think of anymore for now, but that's about it i guess

oh and did i mention that now, authoring consists of amaths as well.. well stephen chong actually thaught us trigo on mon: sin, cos, tan, the diter thing, x and y-axis.. and i can very much garantee that the same thing was popping up in everyone's brain. wad has trigo got to do with authoring u might ask? well.... i also dunno.. too bad

as for the test that i soo did not study for, i got a rather suprising grade so im not complaining. but unfortunately, another test up on mon. this time i really think i will fail.. so god bless me. :)

ps: the entry b4 this was written by danni as u might have figured...

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Tuesday, August 16, 2005

weII... Testin.. testIng lAr.....
wadever hor..

den hor.. u delete anything u wan to delete lar.. haha.. i play play onli..
den also post ur previous entries here leh.. good girl..
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Sunday, August 14, 2005

sigh.. my blog is still dead... and i think this entry is not gonna change anything.. but im hoping for a miracle... hoping that this entry will be the mircle entry that will save this blog... not that this will be seen... if it ever gets seen, celebrate! drink champaign! throw confetti! cry out in delight people! cause it lives! but in my desperate attempts to try and revive my blog.. i seriously don't think that just typing aimlessly with these entries not being able to see the world... well... i'm just bored so i decided to try my luck once again.. to see if this actually works. i'll just continue to blog.. and the only difference is probably that u people don't get to see this.. IF you actually get to read all the above stuff, thank your lucky stars cause once again my blog LIVES!!!!!

anyway, went fishing today after a really really really long time... probably after the time when we got marooned at sister island. long story cut short, our boat broke down so me, my sister and my cousins, all 5 of us in total, with the eldest barely hitting 20, all left at sister island, stuck there until the coast guard had to come rescue us. yup! police coast guard cool right? well it was damn cool haha. so after that incident, my uncle got another boat cause the previous one ran on jet propulsion so it runs out of disel quite fast... understand? haha yeah so today, we went to test out his new boat which, this time ran on a motor instead aka much more reliable

went to a kelong ( those floating things out at sea) to fish, got my long awaited tan and this time, he wants to get a kelong.. i for one think he's mad. all in all, today was a really fun day, got to get in touch with nature and now, i have a new thing that i wanna learn: wakeboarding

cheers =)
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Thursday, August 11, 2005

this stupid thing is driving me MAD!!!!! for some funny reason... or whatever.. i don't know what i did but yeah... for some reason or another.. i can't seem to be able to view anything on my blog... the main page is there but the rest the entries and stuff all cannot be viewed.. the last entry before this major unfortunate event happened was on national day.. maybe cause too many people blogging on national day so there's smthg wrong... maybe its just me talking about how to world is gonna end.. whatever the reason.. i just hope that my poor blog will be cured of whatever stupid disease that it has and be bac to normal... cause poor mummy can't even see you... *sobs

okie im talking crap. anyway.. i'm just trying my luck and hopefully this entry will bring my blog back to life.. so if you manage to see this... celebrate! throw confetti drink champagne... whatever... just hope that this miracle entry will save my poor bloggie... *sobs
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Tuesday, August 09, 2005

let's reach out for the sky with wings we soar up high~
our dreams we'll all achieve we'll make our destiny~
let's reach out for the sky with wings we soar up high~
our dreams we'll all achieve~
let's soar and reach for the skkkyyyyyyyy~~

i feel like some patriotic idiot.

okie.. its national day but for some really strange reason i feel like the world's coming to an end. THE WORLD IS ENDING!! WE'RE ALL GONNA DIE!! must be karen, psycho me until like that.. hmm... im becoming a patriotic pessimistic idiot. well you can't really blame me cause of all the terrorist stuff happening around, the recent london bombings... so scary.. so obviously IF and there's a big if... they really wanna bomb singapore now's the best time don't you think? all you have to do is just bomb one place and most of singapore's impt people and military are all gone.. all at the same time.. now just have to pray hard and hope that if they really really wanna bomb singapore, hopefully they'll miss our little spit of an island and hit malaysia instead! *wink haha.. boy am i evil...

anyway, another shocking piece of news!!!! instead of looking dao or whatever now i look like a lian!?!?!?! r u kidding? what have i been trying to do these few years in the poly man... trying to look dao and now, i get stuff like actually you look more blur than dao.. hmm... nevermind.. lian also can.. means cannot mess with me... if not.. er.. i'll think of something...

well better not spoil the festive season with the world ending and stuff.. take a deep breath, look on the bright side and CELEBRATE THE NATIONS BIRTHDAY PEOPLE!!! least if they really wanna bomb singapore, we'll all die together! hahaha okie i'll shut up.. cause singapore is stronger than you think...

our dreams we'll all achieve~
lets soar and reach for the skkkyyy~
we can touch the SSKKKYYYY~~
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Thursday, August 04, 2005

its the first week of school and im exhausted... five assignments due this week... endless staring at the computer...sitting all the time until my butt aches... but.. its all over.. finally. i think the worst of all was on tue when i didn't get any sleep at all... absolutely none... zero sleep.. can you believe it? me.. the one who probably has sleep under my hobbies list did not sleep on tue.. and i can safely say that most of the people in my class were suffering from the same illness: its called the pandaeyeyawningnonstop disease..

went to karen's house just now to do the cp thing... but in the end we ended up just talking for like almost three hrs and spent like less than half an hour on the assignment.. haha but we still ended up having fun, talking about how the world is gonna end and stuff... haha well now im SLACKING!!! and im gonna sleep and sleep and sleep my ass off for now.. have to restore my energy for not having any sleep on tue..

anyway, saw a major heart-stopping scene just now.. u know like those scenes from the movies? yeah.. those kind.. okie here's what happened. was walking home just now when i see a young, happy, energetic...






dog.. haha.. expecing some kid right? well sorry to disappointed you but yeah.. its a dog... okie.. back to story... the cute little thing was running around with the owner by the side watching it, typical hapy family... when suddenly it finds the road a more interesting place to explore... oh.. before i forget.. the dog's black.. so it runs onto the road and i suppose the owner didn't really bother cause its at the carpark stuff.. but well he thought wrong... suddenly big huge black car comes into screen and when the owner found out, he started waving frantically to the dog, hoping it'll be a good boy for once and run back to him.. but well... too bad.. waving at a dog does not work.. so yeah...

big huge black machine comes at a suprisingly fast pace even though its at a carpark.. with owner waving frantically at the side.. with stupid little dog thinking that his owner is doing some wierd hand exercise.. and then, before you knew it, breaks screech, gasp from me, hand flies to mouth, hold breadth, dog not visible cause black against black is not exactly very obvious... and before you thought it was all over for that poor little pathatic thing....

he comes running out from god knows where and yeah... HE LIVES!!!! i think i almost died from holding my breadth for so long.. but well.. the cute little thing is alive and kicking.. haha

above it the heart-stopping incident that yours truly had just experienced.. okie maybe im exaggerating.. its not that scary to you.. but it is to me k.. i saw the whole thing and it was scary.. or maybe i just got a thing for dogs and stuff.. maybe i just got a weak heart.. wadever makes you happy...

oh.. charlie and the chocolate opens today!!!! go watch it people!!! i wanna watch!!!
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