i finally got it! jap! the first module that i think i will atcually like. it was either jap or french but i took french a long long time ago so i decided to give jap a try. it doesn't help that im a sucker for jap shows and anime which makes me even more determined to give this whole new lang a try! weee....

now to the sick part. my timetable sucks. big time. i have tuesdays off and that would be good news to you but to me, i'd rather have tues filled if not the rest of the week will be so filled. gross.. okie not exactly filled but mondays are the worst man. i end at 9. 9PM!!!!! 9pm at night. i can't believe it. 9 at night and you have to walk out to station in the dark with lizards threatening to drop on your heads and freak the hell out of you. and i'll reach home at like 10. sigh... the rest of the modules suck too. 3d modelling, concept development and other boring stuff. i can't even bear to think about it.

anyway, im probably spending what's rest of my hols watching tv and anime and junking on shit and not eating proper meals and putting on a hell lot of weight and school's gonna reopen. stress. im like rewatching all the anime that there is at home and so far, im having a good time. haha. back to samurai x and naruto. =)

oh.. and i almost forgot. its HALLOWEEN! trick or treat pple!
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Sunday, October 30, 2005

okie.. today is a record breaking day. i woke up at 9.30am!!! can you believe that!?!! 9.30 in the morning on a sun. i've never woken up before 10 since like the hols or smthg lah.. and it wasn't a choice. my mum dragged me out of bed cause she wanted to go see sofa and she needed my my opinion. it doesnt help that im also the free-st one around now.

but that's not the main point. my sister got some really old show which starred marilyn monroe. i don't really know what it's called but here's the main point: after watching the show. marilyn monroe is a ditz.. seriously. she's like so dumb i won't be suprised that the term 'dumb blonde' came from her. but if that's her role in the show, she played it really well. but then again, my mum said that she really was a ditz even in real life. now isn't that suprising.

and it also doesn't help that her figure is to die for. 24-36-24 and i seriously don't think sticking slicon filled gell cups into the fats in front of your chest to make them fatter were the trend in those days. wait wait.. haha i just realised that there's a major problem. 36-24-36.. not 24-36-24. if she seriously had a 24-36-24 figure i don't wanna know how she looked like or how she got her ' sex bomb' title with the fats all in the wrong places. gross. haha

so yeah. she kinda reminds me of an ant. you know the extremely small waist and the huge butt. the kind of figure that is almost extinct. but well, she has the looks and the figure, it's a pity she died early.
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Saturday, October 29, 2005

goodbye new skin and hello new skin!!! haha i sound like some snake or smthg.. its the blog skin if you haven't noticed.. yeah. dunno why i chose this skin. purple's not exactly my favorite colour either. anyway, i just realised that changing my blog's skin is actually kinda fun. my first skin was done by wee kiat and when my poor blog had some disease, the second one was done by danni so frankly speaking, all my blogskins are not done by me. so yeah. its my first time doing this or rather my sec. my sister's blog was done by me but that one..eer.. play play one lah.. not counted.

okie. done with today. back to watching samurai x and naruto. couch potato.
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Friday, October 28, 2005

my lips hurt cause their peeling and the renovation from a long time ago hasnt stopped. that probably explaines my grouchiness. nette just left for perth and just before she left, she gave me a call to ask me help her note what lessons does she not have on the first week of sch during the pre- sem briefing which i, myself may not even be going. so yeah. that was all. she's leaving on a jet plane don't know when she'll be back again~

okie she probably lied to hui fen and wen that she's not gonna be back anytime soon cause she's apperently going to be there for two years. and i don't know how many other poor things she lied to as well but do not worry cause jia wan dajie is here to speak the truth. ha i shall speak nothing but the truth and the truth is that............................................

she's not coming back. okie lah.. she's just having a well deserved break there and when she's had her fair share of fun, she'll be back. on the 6th. just before sch reopens. yeah. so those of you poor things who were her victims to this horrible horrible lie and got urselves all upset about her deeparture, you know when to scream at her and beat the crap out of her. jkjk

my neighbour's out of her mind.

okie im gonna do smthg about my skin. im bored of it already.
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Thursday, October 27, 2005

omgomgomg!!!! i FINALLY found it!!! the little mermaid, disney version. and its the original one too! not the wierd one with the brunette one on the cover but with the one with ariel and flounder the fish. haha.. been looking for ages and i finally found it! three cheers to me!

went to kbox with nette and the 0509 girls. well, three of them to be exact. hui fen, hui wen and bbq marshmallow. okie i admit im slow cause i've never been to kbox. go on. laugh. but yeah cause im seriously not a fan of singing in a room smelling of smoke and cigarettes with surround sound systems, echoing ah peks and their wierd mixtures of hokkien songs and looking at wierd mtvs with couples running along the beach even though the songs you pick are of the newest you can get in that karoke room, and the newest songs there probably date all the way back to 1995. yup. that's the experience i've been getting in all the karoke places that i've been to. oh and not forgetting the waitresses who still wear cheong sams. omg.. i think the last time i've ever stepped into a karoke pub was in what? 2000? the last until today.

and boy have i been missing out man.. kbox is soo.. young. although the food is not exactly the best, the songs were actually of my era! our era! some of them so new i havent even heard b4.. the songs the girls sang were all chinese songs but i have to admit that they were nice songs although there was the occasional wierd one which sounded abit off. so yeah. me? ha although i didn't really sing cause chinese is soooo not my langauge, i had fun.

hui wen/fen (nine pts) :
~ sings songs which require her to stretch her vocal cords to the limit aka super high songs
~ likes to 'open mic'
~ abit retard in her rhythmn

hui fen/wen (watermelon) :
~ can sing, has a nice voice
~ can go really high without zao sia-ing
~ has stamina; can sing quite a number of songs consecutively

danni (marshmallow) :
~ sings old but nice songs
~ makes stupid sounds with the mic
~ cant hit the high notes for nuts
~ sings chinese songs in hokkien

nette:
~ loves to pick songs/ mvs with mike he ( he jun xiang) in it
~ loves to sing sad songs or rather sing songs with sad mvs (saddist)
~ likes to sing songs with alot of pple in it aka the sars song. she made us sing it twice!!

me:
~ only sang one song or rather one part in the song which is in eng and it goes smthg like this:

im waiting for you waiting for you
waiting for you kiss me in the night
something something something cinderella
im waiting for you waiting for you
waiting for you come here to my dream

try singing that gramatically wrong part like five times and you'll go nuts. stress.... oh and mike he is in this mv too!

after dragging for a really long time, we finally got out of kbox and then we had a problem. each one pay how much? calculate here calculate there finally danni was like: y don't you just divide the change by the five of us? y must think so long? duhz.. never say earlier...............

den came the taking neoprint thing. which i was totally reluctant to do so. standing in front of a machine that sprouts a lang that you dont even understand, posing in front of two cameras, changing poses for twelve times then adding some funny and extremely cute and fanciful stuff to the pictures before getting it printed. yeah. im sure you can spot my reluctanct but well, majority wins so there i stood in front of the machine that sprouts alien lang and then tire myself by changing poses twelve times. i hate to admit it but i can sooo see myself doing this again in the future. succumb to peer pressure.

dinner involved me, danni and nette hogging tables in bk at ps and chatting and laughing about dreams and the funny things that dreams make pple do subconsciously. and then home it was and boy am i tired and i hate cold sore.

cheers
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Monday, October 24, 2005

im tired.. had to lugg myself out of bed cause the damn phone was ringing and ringing non stop i was about to scream at the person on the other side for ruining my sleep but then again, the person on the other end turned out to be my... mum. sigh.. no screamingnosnappingnoyelling. turns out she forgot to turn off the fire for the soup.. hmm...

yesterday was okie.. dragged my carcase out of bed cause we're going yum cha..hello? yum cha? on a sun morning when i could be in lala land in my nice comfy bed waking up in the afternoon feeling refreshed? no.. my mum choses grumpy tired faces to refreshed ones.so as she got all excited about the whole yum cha thingy (she had a craving for yum cha-ing but didnt have the time and since my uncle asked us along, y not?) while my bro and i had the same deadpan look on our faces all the way until the food came. and i have to admit it was good. egg tarts, porridge, siew mai, and alot of other good stuff which names i will never learn...

the moment we got into the car we all noticed the same thing.. what the hell happened to alicia's nose!?!?! her little nose was covered in gauze and her face was alittle swollen. it doesn't help that her nose bridge was colourful. and i mean colourful. with a little blue and a little purple, a little tinge of green and yellow at certain spots she looked like she got wacked up pretty bad. the story behind all that colour and gauze was that she had a nasty fall at some furniture shop and ripped her nose. okie.. more like cut it on fri so they had to go to kk to get it glued back. im not kidding. glued. not sewed. glued like as in super glue her nose back. haha so yeah. but she's still so cheerful when everyone was worried sick about her and her nose. she still can ask me : y u worry about my nose? omg.. that's what makes her so lovable

as for dinner, my mom got some tickets from the rc for some 'celebration for the end of the upgrading' buffet dinner cum dunnowhatshit and if you would please take a look at my blk, its still colourless. its not even painted and u come and celebrate the end of the upgrading works!??!!? oh and now, im living in mcnair spring. not mcnair road anymore. its such a cheesy name. just cause the front few blks are painted orange and yellow you call it spring? and how about our blk? mcnair winter? get a life man..

the dinner sucked so i went up for more food. better food. like a pack of twisties. oh and to make things worse, there was a walking mosquito. a mascot to be exact and guess what? i hate mascots and clowns and all the other funny stuff that kids like. they just totally freak me out. dun ask me y. so yeah. quite a few things happened and hopefully, the next few days of my hols will be like that. so enriching and so full of stuff.. cause there's only two more pathatic weeks before school reopens... sigh
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Thursday, October 20, 2005

welll well well.. went to watch everlasting regret or rather everlasting love according to danni. she got a free ticket from playing some lame life game dunno when and she didnt want it to go to waste so me being the nice and kind and whatever me went along with her. the show was okie i guess, with sammi in the lead with alot of other good actors like tony leung and daniel wu but i felt that the show didnt really put them to full use of rather made use of their full potential. cause after the show, no feel. really..

with the setting in the 1930s? you know the times when retro was not really the in thing yet.. yeah.. before that. wwwwaaayyyyyy before that. so anyway, with sammi and her very wierd chinese cum canto accent, the whole show sounded like.. wierd. duh. i didn't really get the meaning of the show and stuff cause it was kinda boring, talk, meets guy, sex, more talk, puffing on cigarettes, more talk, yum cha, meets new guy, more sex, more puffing on cigarettes, more sex, more talk, way more talk, alot more cigarettes and yeah. that more or less summorizes the whole story. everyone in that show is like a chimney, constantly puffing and stuff.. and the only form of violence was probably when sammi was strangled to death, which lasted for erm.. 10 secs? yeah.

the first thing i noticed when we stepped into the cinema was that they were playing some really chinena-fied music. to get the pple in the mood i guess. then after that, when the show was about to start, guess what? we were probably the youngest ones around, in the less- than- half- filled theater. no rephrase. i was the youngest in that theater. hmmm....

nevermind, and so as i was trying to concentrate on the movie and from freezing to death, the couple at the back would get sudden spasms and fits or smthg combined with the sudden bursts of laughter followed closely by very loud whispering. yeah. i so do not wanna know what was going on back there but its hard not to know cause their leg muscles or whatever would invoulntarily kick the chair so hard that even i could feel it. hmm... y don't you guys just get a room man..

i was seriously considering throwing popcorn to keep them quiet.

after that, walk walk, talk talk and hog seats in yoshi for godknowshowlong and left just as they were about to close. hahah. and today, im gonna head back to the same place to celebrate yl's birthday. belated, very very belated birthday to be exact.
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Tuesday, October 18, 2005

I HAVE FINALLY COMPLETED IT!! the stupid jigsaw that had me working on it for one whole week is finally completed. and now, i have to go look for another source of entertainment.
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Monday, October 17, 2005

it's been raining for the whole day today and that hasn't stopped the wedding from happening.. as much as i did not want to go... but well, what can i say, it wasn't as bad as i expected. and i suddenly realised that i actually have relatives that i didn't even know existed. everyone seemed to know who my mum was but when it came to me?
blank look...
smile...
say hi..
shake hands and go back to stoning which i have become very good at, and put to very good use today.

but from the stoning and pple watching, i noticed that not only do i have an uncle that looks like the project superstar person.. what's his name? kevin? i also have another uncle that looks abit like toro and his little son is freaking adorable lah... look like ang mo.. haha there were like tonnes of babies there but these two were the only ones that turned out nice.. the rest were too dark..

my granduncle with dean aka 'little ang mo'

alicia in her korean outfit.. cute

as for the food.....

it sucked.. seriously.. fish no taste although small is not exactly what i would call it. sharks fin, i didn't touch cause i'm kinda against eating sharks fin after seeing how they kill the sharks to get the fins, leaving the shark to just a stump without any fins just grossed me out. abalone too salty (that's what everyone said. i'm not a fan of abalone) and i think the only other thing i ate was the chicken which wasn't that bad. as for the noodles.. too oily.. so yeah..

i remember asking my mum if for my wedding it was okie not to have sharks fin and scallop and all the other expensive stuff but rather chicken nuggets, egg? she had this shocked look then when she processed everything i had just said, she gave me this 'are you mad' look and said ' u wan also cannot cause u also wun have the time to eat... whole day go round say hello until no time to eat.'

and i thought it was supposed to be my wedding.. hmph

okie.. im thinking too much.. whatever.

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Thursday, October 13, 2005

i need to exercise. i can feel the fats accumilating on my ass and everywhere else and soon, its gonna move slowly up to my brain and before school reopens, im officially an airhead. or fathead or whatever.

im bored and the drilling still hasn't stopped which seriously got me wondering if the people up there are trying to bring the house down or are they just doing some minor renovations (which i seriously doubt). im getting bored of my current skin and i think its probably time to start looking for another one. i can't be bothered to make my own skin although it would really help in my web design skills. ahh.. talking about web design.. gross.. i got my results and im kinda dissapointed i guess, cause i didnt go up, neither did i go down. okie maybe a little up but its like so slight that you can't really tell.. my sis told me that in nus their grades and gpa are accumilatve so if you did badly for one sem, you have to like work your ass off for the next few sems to get your grades up again. i seriously hope nyp is not like that. if not im probably gonna slit my wrists and watch the blood slowly drip down and drain my body of whatever liquid there is while i await my death. then, i'll probably start lookin like giam cai.

okie.. im getting saddistic which is not good. whatever

my sis just showed the pics that she got when she went to beijing. these are taken on the plane

let's just leave it as that. for now.

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Tuesday, October 11, 2005

im supposed to be sleeping now and hopefully the drilling's gonna be over by tmr so i can sleep a little later... hmm.. just went ah pek place according to danni (in case ur wondering where the hell ah pek place is, its chinatown).. why call it ah pek place? chinatown say chinatown lah.. what ah pek place.. confuse me only.. hmm. just watched the first half on 'ten ways to see ghost' and its freaking funny! that probably explains y im still awake at this time considering i woke up early today... nevermind.

current addiction:
ryan cabrera 'true'

I won't talk
I won't breathe
I won't move till you finally see
that you belong with me
you might thinkI don't look
but deep inside in the corner of my mind
I'm attatched to you
mmmm

I'm weak
it's true
cause I'm afraid to know the answer
do you want me too?
cause my heart keeps falling faster

[chorus]
I've waited all my life to cross this line to the only thing thats true
so I will not hide
i'ts time to try anything to be with you
all my life I've waited
this is true

you don't know
what you do
everytime you walk into the room
I'm afraid to move
I'm weak
it's true
I'm just scared to know the ending
do you see me too?
do you even know you met me

[Chorus]
I've waited all my life to cross this line to the only thing thats true
so I will not hide
its time to try anything to be with you
all my life I've waited
this is true

I know when I go
I'll be on my way to you
the way that's true

[chorus]
I've waited all my life to cross this line to the only thing thats true
so I will not hide
its time to try anything to be with you
all my life I've waited
this is true

time to hit the sack...


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Sunday, October 09, 2005

congratulations to me... i sprained my arm unknowingly, scrapped my ankle on the side of the road while heading for ntuc with my mum, have a stiff neck and now i am in as little pain as you can possibly imagine. i knew i soo should have stayed home... listening to the same song over and over again sooo does not help. okie.. done with complaining. i'm probably gonna stay home and wallow in self depression while the world does not give a damn about me cause there's another major earthquake...
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Saturday, October 08, 2005

call me slow that i just realised that someone on my friendster is atcually a fellow ij-ian. my ex classmate to be exact. after looking at her friendster i just realised that i really really miss ij and to be able to see one of your classmates (although close would not be the word to describe our relationship) is just so.... i dunno how to say it but yeah... being in the same school for more than half your life, wearing the same uniform, travelling the same path to school even though we moved from tp to thomson in '03 or was it '04? cant remember. but yeah... so i miss ij.. alot... but for some funny reason, i don't really feel like going back. to see all the familiar faces all gone, everything that you used to find so familiar now all so different you don't feel the sense of belonging any longer... sigh.. i'm such a sucker... and it probably doesn't help that now ij is not in tp anymore.. it's moved to a temporary jungle; thomson with its huge trees surrounding the buildings, raised up high on a hill, kinda like some sort of girls home or smthg.. whatever you call it. with us constantly having to get out of class cause the pple would have to get rid of the bee hives and other funny stuff... other gross stuff... and im just rattling on and on about ij and its probably getting alittle boring.. hmm....so yeah... i miss ij and that's that. to all the fellow ij-ians who reads this;

simple dans ma vertu, forte dans mon devoir

we are your children watch over us we pray~
touch many hearts and follow in your footsteps~
to dedicate our lives to youth and poor~
drawn by the lord~
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Friday, October 07, 2005

the first week the hols are almost over and i'm bored.. i should probably get off my fat ass and get a job cause im BORED!!! yesh.. bored stiff... having to resort to playing solitaire in the com as entertainment for the past few days, i finally found a new source of entertainment or whatever you call it when i went out with danni and nette. a jap series currently playing on channel u: pride.

before thinking im absoutely out of my mind for getting a show that's currently playing on air, let me tell you this first. i missed the first part of it so i got the thing to do some 'catching up'. okie and it doesnt help that im a sucker for these kind of shows. as long as there's sports, cute guy and a whole team of really good friends, im there.. maybe im just the typically idiot but hey? im a girl too. one of the many girls, who are suckers for these kinda shows. that's how they make money right? target us, these group of silly girls swooning over good looking guys and blah blah blah..

actually, after watching the whole series, if you're looking and waiting for alot of action and ice hockey with all the cool moves, well, sorry to burst your bubble but there really isn't that much of hockey playing in this show. maybe the last ten to twenty minutes of it is really on ice hockey but other than that, too bad...

anyway, went retail with danni and lynette on wed and that's when i got this series and a new wallet which i absolutely lurrrrvvvvveee.. haha finally after months of hunting, i finally got a new wallet! yeah!! nette told me that the new ij looks horrible; like a mosque.. hmm... from looking like a prison, it has finally upgraded into something better? more holy? more wierd? whatever.. i miss ij.. and the masses and the other shit.. okie.. enough of talk about the wallet and the show and ij. im hungry... time to eat
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Sunday, October 02, 2005

hey hey!! its the first day of the hols and im happily at home doing nothing. yup.. absolutely nothing at all haha. just came back from nette's birthday chalet and just from one day of staying up, i slept like a pig. i think i almost hit the 15 hr record. she wanted me to stay till today cause the guys ( kiat, kit, aaron? and yz) were going back but before that, her family were gonna be there. so yeah. as u can tell, im at home so i didnt stay too bad. i mean what am i supposed to do when her family comes? stay in the room and hide? i'll probably rot and turn into ceiling mould while waiting lah.

anyway, the other reason was probably cause of the lizards. big, fat, black, and gross looking lizareds which invaded the room and my bag so danni had to go rescue my bag from the fat gross thing while karen, siti and i stood on the bed and screamed like banshees. once in while when the fat shit was spotted, there would be a shriek from danni and more screams from those on the bed and the huddling between us would become way tighter then the brave danni would once again go looking for the lizard. let me tell u smthg, never underestimate fat lizards. u think cause they're fat and gross and they fall from the ceilings once in a while but they are like damn fast when it comes to running. i think it helps that there's a human after it trying to do smthg sadistic to it or smthg so it has to run for life but who cares. its a lizard. so after all that screaming and stuff, the fat, gross, black and BIG lizard came out victorious. yeah. we lost it.

anyway, the whole thing was basically okie. maybe cause toooo and i mean way too many pple stayed over so nette had to go round entertaining all the different groups so we, had to do some self entertaining. which also boils down to talking rather than playing or whatever. oh anyway, final fantasy 7 soooo rocks! apart from the god- like graphics, the storyline was also good.


cloud: the lead and the guy that looks mysteriously like a girl at certain angles. he's the one with the big sword and the cool moves.






tifa: cool girl with the speed and the strength completed with looks.




vincent: another cool freak, who according to my bro is a vampire. unfortunately, his shoes a bit too big. ha =)







barret: the big guy with a machine gun arm, which unfortunately, doesn't work if its over heated.






cid: the guy with the transport and stuff. notice his name sounds strangely familiar? it's the same name as the loser sloth in ice age!

red XIII: cat/ tiger/ lion or whatever with a little black cat that rides on it.

yuffie: loser nijna who gets motion sickness. with a pair of super short shorts and a cool looking dart.

reno: loser no. 1. he looks cool but well, looks can be decieving.






loser no. 2 rude: but in my opinion, should be called the rock. it's really strange to see the rock speak jap. ha

sephiroth biggest baddie :who hates everyone and everything.

baddie no. 1: kadaj; obsessed in finding his "mother"







baddie no.2: loz but in my opinion, should be called lol. he's like another idiot, who always looks like he's crying! another one who's looking for his "mother"





baddie no. 3: yazoo (his name reminds me of yahoo) who, in the team of the silvered hair, or grey or whatever that colour is, he has the one with the longest hair.





above is my analysis of characters of ff7: advent children, and there's on last discovery; everyone has rebonded hair. see what i mean with the god- like graphics? the character look almost human like!!! omg..




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