stillSTUCK

Sunday, January 08, 2006

3d is driving me insane. non- stop for the past two days can seriously make one irritated. and it doesn't help that my com is lllaagggggggiiinnnnggggg........ i think its cause of the trojan but then again, virus scan says tha the file has been deleted so i dunno. maybe, maybe not.

my mum was watching the ren ci show on channel u and just when i came out, the monk who was always doing all these crazy stunts was walking across some building with the rain splashing down on him and his sleeves flapping against the wind. sheesh. it must be freezing and he is damn... his concentration is damn good lah. 66 stories high. i mean, just 12 floors up and i start to freak all the more 66 floors. hats off him..

but the part which made me really feel for him was when he was asking for donations and he broke down cause the calls were crawling in. he said that everyone of them really did their best and it was all for the same cause. one of the patients asked him: what will happen to us? no family, no friends, no money. that was when he broke down, and i was seriously touched.

i guess my mum was too cause she told me to call in. and its not the line for the $5 donation but for the $15 one. whoa one shot donate $15 and she doesn't usually donate for these kinda charity shows well, can't really help feeling touched cause it was the first time we saw that guy cry. not that it was also the first time he had another kind of expression. he always has the same face. scared, happy, whatever. it's just one face. so when we saw him crying, we were like.. hmm. so yeah. just wanna say that this year didn't really get off to a good start but well, things change right?

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