i have a personal waterfall. how lucky.

or should it be, my personal waterfall is back once again.
hope it hasnt got anything to do with birds.
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even though i've heard this tonnes of times, i still will not admit that im am small. anyway, small doesn't necessarily mean weak man. read an article in the new paper this afternoon and a woman in canada, wait wait before that have to add something. A WOMAN WHO IS 150 CM AND WEIGHS 40 KG FOUGHT A POLAR BEAR IN CANADA. yup. beat that man. small but leathal.. u go girl!!!

this is it: she and her 7 year old son were walking home one evening when her son was attacked by a polar bear. so her mother instincts took place and she went over to save her son. doesnt matter that she's probably about the same size as her son, doesnt matter that her opponent weighs almost 4 times as much as her, packed full of lard and muscle. as they always say, never endanger her baby when the mother is near cause she becomes leathal. anyway, seh went over to save her son but with one massive swipe, she was pinned under the bear's huge paw. but the tough cookie didnt give up man. she punched the bear in the head repeatedly and kidked at its stomach like she was ' riding a bicycle' and her screaming son soon attracted passers-by.

so this guy runs to his brother's home and grabbed a rifle (now how fun is that? u keep a rifle in ur home and they say home is the safest place to be) and shoots at the bear 4 times before it collapsed. amasingly, the mother escapes with minor scratches and a black eye. thank god the bear wasn't hungry man. if not she would have been ripped apart like sardine. now that is one brave mother with super human strength.

bottom line: never small look little men cause they can prove to be incredibly strong when u least expect it. =]

met my sec friend in sch today and guess what's the first thing she told me? eh chang i saw someone who looks like you! oh man. now even my good friend from business knows that there's an evil twin out there in nyp. she does NOT look like me lah! definately not!! nono i do not have a twin and i don't intend to get one.

up down left right in what way does she look like me i ask u?? way taller, way madder, way skinner, way more irritating looking and it doesn't help that whenever we cross paths we either pretend not to see each other or we give the other party our most, dao-est face we can manage ever and make the whole scene freeze. karen absolutely loves it whenever she spots her within a 200 meter radius and makes it a point to exclaim rather loudly: eh jiawan, ur twin!! and watch my expression. (she thinks its absolutely hilarious that we have the same reaction) hmph. i don't like her and im proud to say that she doesn't like me either. we ar like sworn enemies even before we knew each other. whatever. as long as i stay away from her and she keeps a distance from me im fine. =]

two more weeks before studio project ends and then comes the final major killer.

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Wednesday, February 22, 2006

right. nyp has its very own scandal. so paris hilton man... anyway, i saw the video and it was sooo cheesy, so chreographed and even to the extent of boring. anyway, it was gross. seriously... i mean, wanna gain popularity, do it some other way man. no originality.. ha. but then again, who am i to say...

anyway, apart from that, today is the third day of sp and our navigation is finally approved. graphics part, well, still a loooonnnnggggg way to goooooo. theres a presentation tmr and hopefully, they won't blast us too much and dash our hopes. especially beybey. heh.

havent really been in a good mood these few days probably due to the lack of sleep, stuff happening, lotsa stuff to do, so im stoning as much as possible. maybe im just pmsing. whatever. probably not get any sleep tonight cause i've got to do the graphics needed for tmr's presentation. LRIWT NAW I!!!
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Monday, February 20, 2006

some idiot living upstairs just broke our dustbin and the surrounding tiles by chucking a dead body (or so it seems) down the chute. great.

wasted the whole day doing nothing cause the coms in the labs didnt have the software that we needed and we weren't allowed to go home. its the start of studio project and im tired. mentally. already. thinking too much seriously hurts the brain.

for some reason, my nails have gone from hot pink to teal in the past two days.

this is a really random entry and i don't care.
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Sunday, February 19, 2006

im screwed. im in the first batch for fypj and attachment. like OH MY GOD!!! one major project after another.. scared? maybe. just not looking forward to attachment. im dreading it. oh and the fact that im in the same group with people that im not that close to is another thing. karen and siti are going for attachment and fypj in the second sem of year three. so yeah. better see me more often cause u're probably not gonna be seeing me for three months. the worst part is probably that we have no break. thank god for nette and those who are in the sec batch, i think they get at least a two weeks break. i mean, im gonna be like the seniors. stuck in that room all day long, sometimes even staying over in sch, so no life. and im complaining again. AHHHH i wanna sit in a corner all day long and sulk. wallow in self depression. scream myself hoarse and then die. I NEED IT. REALLY. I REALLY REALLY REALLY NEED IT. I NEED A BREAK GOD DAMN IT!


im losing it and i seriously need to get a grip of myself.
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Tuesday, February 14, 2006

AUTHORING BEGONE!!! to hell with authoring man! its the last week of sch and that means........ its the last of the most hated module on earth. the module that has everyone losing sleep, everyone pulling their hair out trying to figure out the scripts and now, all that is gone.. all over. ha.

spent valentines in sch, with kun, with an authoring test which was sooo damn bloody difficult that just by looking at the examples that we were supposed to reproduce, we all knew that we were all gonna fail. im serious. the first qns that was asked was: er... kun what happen if we fail ar? sheesh. well im sure im gonna fail. just have to pray hard that failing this test won't result in taking authoring again next year.

oh.. pple who reads this and want to go into IM.. i urge u to seriously reconsider because authoring kills. and so does kun. ha. besides the point that he speaks in curse lingo: f*** the script lah. f*** lah. and flares up once every now and then, the guys will probably love him. as for the girls.. er.. well, good luck. okie lah. hes not that bad now. after chinese new year, he became alot nicer. well, take a good look for urself cause he'll be ur authoring teacher.

well, today's valentines day and enjoy the last three minutes of what's left peeps. as for me, too much of sugar will give me diabetes. ha. happy valentines people!! =]
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Sunday, February 12, 2006

is it possible for a lizard to fall to its death? not that i care anyway. its the last week of sch and then comes studio project.. seriously dreading it. two presentation, authoring test, two assignments and the jap role play all due in the same week, one day after the other seriously breaks people up.

rushed down to sherwoods on sat after authoring and then had to go get tiles from defu lane. like where the hell is defu lane?? then got a sample tile, went back, showed the ah hao or whatever he's called and then, my mother wants me to go back there to buy the tiles. all 200 of them. cash and carry. like what?? 200 tiles leh.. not kidding lah. so after much complaining and whining, my mother finally gave in and told them to deliver the tiles on tue. i have to go down again.. hmm..

oh.. o'levels are out and my bro did quite well but he's not too happy about it. i on the other hand think he's mad. he got 10 pts. so yeah. i don't see the problem cause now, he can either go to SA of remain in Aj but well, its in his perspective. im lazy and bored and i'll probably regret it later but for now,im watching tv.
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Thursday, February 09, 2006

EARTH TO ME!!!!! HELLO!!! i can't concentrate and im wasting time walking round the house. skipped sch today cause i just didnt feel like heading to sch and doing nothing so yeah. my mind is like in some cloud up there and its taking me a really really long time to finish motion. air head. it doesnt help that im feeling a little stupid today so it'l probably take an even longer time. damn it. looks like no sleep for me tonight if i wanna finish it by tmr..
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Wednesday, February 08, 2006

everday is assignment day. presentation on mon was er.. well, okie i guess. or rather every other group had more or less the same comments. tueday's authoring was scary. and now, im convinced that kun's a different man after chinese new year. maybe he decided that instead of flaring up at us, he'll just kill us with the damn diffffficult test and assignment. i'd prefer the latter cause if not, i'll probably be dead and fail the whole module.

had the jap test today and let's just say that if i pass, u'd have to thank my lucky stars. let me give u a hint of what the test was about:

- section 1: vocab section where they'd give you the english word and u have to write it in jap. difficult-o-meter: =] =]

- section 2: if im not wrong, add in the particle to connect the sentences
difficult-o-meter: not even half =] considering there were only 5 options avaliable.

- section 3: slove the math qns in jap. like wth!! math is jap??? right.. even though the sum was like below normal standards, just understanding the qns in jap was like.. hmm
difficult-o-meter: =] =] =] =] i still can't imagine me solving math in jap. sheesh

- section 4: write the qns based on the ans. they love these kinda qns. but other than that, it was okie
difficult-o-meter: =] =]

- section 5: based on the infomation given, write a conversation. like dots. now we're scriptwriters. okie.. writing this took long. a compo would take forever. thank god they didnt make us do that
difficult-o-meter: =] =] =] =] =]. the most hated section out of all.

above was how the jap test was about and all that had to be done within an hour. BUT the whole class would probably fail if we really had to do that within the time limit so we had a little time extension. okie a little is an understatement. an hour extension. whatever. its over and i should just leave the test in the hands of my great, all so pretty and nice jap teacher who will be even prettier and better if she would not be so strict when it comes to marking..heh

enough crapping. motin due this fri and i havent started. shiat. now, i forsee that next week's gonna be worst.
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Sunday, February 05, 2006

im broke. we have to pay $200 for our own fusion show. how's that? after killing us with assignments, they decide to rob us of our allowance. right

finally watched memoirs with marshie at causeway point. and in case ur wondering what the hell am i doing at such a place, for starters, i have never been to causeway point and secondly, there was the chingay so orchard is probably gonna be people mountain people sea. anyway, its probably a good reason to accompany siti back cause she wasnt feeling very well today. headed to sch to do our pitch presentation which is on mon and then met marshie to watch the show. overall, its a damn good show and i loved it, except the few minor parts that were different from the book, the whole thing was good.

but er er one thing that i couldnt help noticing was that in the book, nobusan has one arm. his other arm was blasted off during the war but suddenly in the show, he sprouts another arm and the only defect that he has is his rumpily skin. like.. okie.. he has two hands.. now that's wierd. well, can't compare the book to the show cause the book is wayyyy better. besides the bad english, gong li was excellent. her eyes speak tonnes man and she looks gorgeous even with the slightest makeup. im just biased. whatever. i still love her. ha

the set was also really good and i think the part which made me really like.. wha was the part where zhang ziyi had to dance in these really really high, chunky clogs? (is that what they're called?) i mean they are like 12 inches high or smthg lah. might as well strap logs to her feet and make her prance around. sheesh. and then she steps off them and falls to her knees. bends backwards and her head almost touches the floor. wait let me rephrase that. it touches the floor. does this girl have a backbone?? now that's what i call tofu. loved it!
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Friday, February 03, 2006

rant

am i stressed or am i setressed? shit i cant even spell. S-T-R-E-S-S-E-D! four assignments due each week, test, role play, presentations, and then studio project. two days rest and all hail year 3! god i need a break. okie if u're reading this and u're from or have anything to do with dmd or even better, YT the idiot, u should probably click the little red cross on the top right hand corner of your computer screen. NOW!

damn dmd man. im dead sure that last year was not like this. they are seriously trying to squash us dead with assignments. or should i just curse the idiot responsible for all this?? yt!!! i hope u fall and break ur neck man. okie. that was mean and im just being a bitch. smthg a little less evil. fall and break ur two front teeth? whatever.

/rant

ranting makes me feel wayyy better. ha

meeting the girls tmr to do our pitch and the only time i get to relax is probably after that. marshie and i are gonna watch memoirs and i am soo looking forward to it. the only problem is that... chingay is tmr. and tonnes of pple are gonna be heading to town and we're probably gonna be bombarded by the sea of people. sheesh. someone, tell me that i made the right decision. worse comes to worse, we'll probably go to some ulu place in singapore like ubin or smthg to watch the movie. causeway point? bishan? i dunno. will probably rant more about the movie tmr... i can't wait..

MEMOIRS!! IM COMING!!!! =]



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Wednesday, February 01, 2006

i love my title, its just shockes pple!! haha

alright before you know it, the hols are over... and im dead. i haven started a single thing except sketching the specs for pitch.. IM DEAD!

new year cannot say such things.. choi! hah anyway, had alot of fun this year. besides the usual visiting, we had babies for entertainment!! and i suddenly feel old. oh and i have a new boyfriend.. ahha.. hes called mark he barely talkes, all the more walk and he brings a whole new definition to the term tofu. oh not forgetting that he's 8 months old. yup! at this age he's melted all the womens' hearts in the family, extended family and probably his neighbours and whatever.

back to normal stuff, went to amy's hse and stayed there until 5 and off to marina for steamboat. brings back memories man. and suprise suprise. halfway through dinner, there were fireworks.. now that seirously shocked me. nice. pretty but would have been better if the bloddy trees weren't blocking. fireworks are gorgeous... =] then talked, laughed, got laughed at, and got piak-ed at by the horrible chicken or was it butter? whatever. it hurt all the same. the damn thing attacked me tonnes of times and twice on the face. shit.

left at around 11? and went home smelling like................... steamboat. aka gross and oily and chicken-y and buttery. just makes me love soap even more.. now i smell GOOD!!! HAHA

marshie: I SMELL GOOD!!! whahah

backt o work.. damn it..
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