today's my little bro's birthday but he's not exactly little anymore. taller and much bigger than us but u're still little to me and u always will. haha HAPPY BIRTHDAY JEM!!

well, it so happens that his birthday happens to be my worst day. let me tell you what happened:

so the morning started well and i was happy (okie not exactly happy but then again, who wakes up happy when you have to go to sch for fypj) and left the house ON TIME. was walking to the station and comtemplating whether i should take the bus or the train when i unknowingly walked under this tree and PIAK!

WT...

BIRD SHIT!!! and it missed me by millimeters. heng ar..

so thinking today was my lucky day, i decided to take the bus and don't ask me how i got to that decision that when bird shit doesnt fall on you then you should take the bus. anyway, went to the bus stop to wait for 13

10 mins passed......



15 mins..........




20 mins................................













30 mins.....

and finally, the bus comes. by then i was already running a little late. nevermind. got onto the bus and then headed to sch.

sch was fun suprisingly cause sheryl thought today was april fool's day and she managed to psycho karen into thinking that today was april fools day so the two bimbos were planning to play a trick on us but......

too bad.. got the wrong date girls.. haha. laughed at them, laughed alot and talked about how april fool's day was spent in sec sch. by then, it was time to leave.. we all left early cause the girls had to go train for nafa (can you believe that? they atcually make us run in sch to train and i thought PE was over..)

i didnt go cause we were having dinner to celebrate. so i headed to the busstop to take the bus back cause i thought it would be faster. bad move. the bus was sooo cramped that the people were packed like sardines and im not kidding. i got a seat and there was this auntie sitting beside me so it was okie. but when it came to a certain stop, now im not being racist or anything but alot of indian men came onto the bus. okie. so it started to get REALLY cramped and that stop, suay suay the auntie had to get off. so the seat next to me was taken by an indian man.

the seat in front of me had an uncle who had some neck problem cause he kept turning around and the seat behind had another uncle with breathing problem or smthg. he kept making wierd noises and tapped on the bus floor with godknowswhat. it was like every ten seconds: taptaptaptaptaptap

then stop for 3 secs

then taptaptaptaptap i started to get irritated. it doesnt help that the stupid indian guy had to seat sooooo freaking close to me his thigh was like touching my thigh.. so gross.. and he kept moving nearer and nearer i got so freaking pissed i glared at him.

when it got to my stop, i was about to get off but stupid indian guy moved like 10 centimeters i just rolled me eyes and kicked him to get out. i seriously didnt care man. who ask him to sit sooo fucking close to me in the first place? should have kicked him harder man...

oh did i mention that it was raining? so people with umbrellas were everywhere and to get out of the bus in one piece was like going through war. so i squeezed my way out and just as i was a about to cross the road, auntie with freakinG BIG umbrella comes and SCRAPES the back of my head with her umbrella. OWWWW.. spins around and give my killer glare.. clicked tongue and cursed under my breath.

so yeah.. the resturant that we went to had superb food and i finally found another place that serves great american brownie compared to billy bombers.. ha..

so there you have it.. my day in hell..
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Wednesday, March 29, 2006

shit.. im losing track of time..

anyway, i've kinda decided that im sick of they way i am now and that thinking too much seriously hurts the brain, drains the brain of its juices and leave it's owner tired and depressed. so im gonna let nature take its course and leave it to fate. i for one believe strongly in fate so if it is meant to be than let it be. if not then i believe things will turn for the better. I WILL NOT SUCUMB TO THIS, THIS, THIS THING and i will be back. really. i hope the little _______( u know who u are) reading this will not too.

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i realised that i have a fetish for penguins. and when i was in the fy studio just now and i was freezing my arse off, i myself seriously felt like a penguin. though i could do without the fat part.

oh and its more or less confirmed. im gonna be stuck with motion, after effects and my cute dudette partner for the next three months. well, whatever as long as it doesnt have anything to do with something like this:

shit. this(function) {
shit._whateverssupposedtogohere
shit._notlikeicareverymuch
}

or has anything to do with onEnterFrame ( ), im not complaining. i hate scripting and scripts hate me so there. staring at scripts too much and i swear i will find some part that has like: jiawan sucks at scripting so lets all gang up and confuse her.

right

orientation was today and er... it was quiet. like really quiet. maybe its just me. i dunno. that has been my favourite phrase since dunno when. o and the comgraph competition thing was extended so at least we don't have tina breathing down our necks for the time being. i mean we were so considering camping over if we couldn't finish it by this week lah. and its only the third week of fy. sheesh.

to the strange guy who claims to know me and is talking to me on msn: i don't know u and u don't know me so don't act like u know me cause u don't. leave me alone cause u scare me!
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Tuesday, March 28, 2006

i suddenly feel like going on a shopping spree. okie not just a shopping spree but a MASIVE shopping spree and get lotsa stuff. now, i just need a shopping partner with good stamina and a sugar daddy who will pay for all that i have bought.. hah as if. well, its always good to dream once in a while.

oh. and to add on to that mental shopping list, is a massage that i seriously need. staring at the computer from 9-6 everyday for three months does the necessary damage.
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Sunday, March 26, 2006

hmm.. im feeling better these few days. really so to all those who were worried and stuff.. im really okie.. thanks lots..

anyway, our comgraph thing was moving fine until there was another conflict on fri. i didn't know about it cause i wasnt feeling well and didnt go in on fri but that's what my team mate said. suddenly, our ideas weren't that acceptable by another member so yeah. and its the last week. hmm. abit late to change storyboard dont you think? y didnt u voice out ur disagreement earlier? i dunno lah.. whatever it is, we're just gonna stick to our idea and see what the teacher says. if u'rs is better than we will have no choice but to go with u but for now, we're just gonna stick to ours.

its just the last week and after that, it'll be the end of comgraph and the end of our disagreements. so pple. just tahan okie.. we're gonna pull this together and submit a good piece of work that we're all gonna be satisfied with.

went to sim lim with my mum and bro cause i needed to get my hard disk fixed and then off to bugis to walk walk. i probably needed it as well, so im not complaining. walking around and joking with family does wonders.

my sister went out to sea today cause they were celebrating her friend's b'day and borrowed the boat. sheesh.


anyway, im still contemplating but until then, who knows?
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Tuesday, March 21, 2006

i feel like im this ball of emotions right now.

imspiedsiugltypsuetdamnadotieomsesmieflelikeiwannayrcbuttheeratsontdwl
of. hwrvenreikhntiubtaouoyiwnanarycyouhinktyrouethenoylneohwosepsutebutlet
meletluyomthsg.... intodflelnaytebterhtnauyodo. inwoothingiysaliwlkemauoytretbbutighrwno, miantotoruesfoymwonelfgins.

so i bought a little smthg to cheer myself up. lazy to post pictures but anyway, its a penguin. fat and soft and very huggable. just what i need
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Saturday, March 18, 2006

im tired.. of motion graphics.. of all that has been going through my head these few days..

ha. i've probably never thought about soo many stuff all at the same time in my life.

whatever.. it's just a random post.. ignore it..
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Thursday, March 16, 2006

i just did smthg very wrong
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Monday, March 13, 2006

Here's a little song I wrote
You might want to sing it note for note
Don't worry, be happy.
In every life we have some trouble
But when you worry you make it double
Don't worry, be happy.
Don't worry, be happy now.

Don't worry, be happy.
Don't worry, be happy.
Don't worry, be happy.
Don't worry, be happy.

Ain't got no place to lay your head
Somebody came and took your bed
Don't worry, be happy.
The landlord say your rent is late
He may have to litigate
Don't worry, be happy.

Look at me -- I'm happy.
Don't worry, be happy.
Here I give you my phone number.
When you worry, call me, I make you happy.
Don't worry, be happy.

Ain't got no cash, ain't got no style
Ain't got no gal to make you smile
Don't worry, be happy.
'Cause when you worry your face will frown
And that will bring everybody down
Don't worry, be happy.

Don't worry, don't worry, don't do it.
Be happy. Put a smile on your face.
Don't bring everybody down. Don't worry.
It will soon pass, whatever it is.
Don't worry, be happy.
I'm not worried, I'm happy...

- bobby mcferrin.. =]
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Friday, March 10, 2006

ITS FINALLY OVER!!! after three long, tedious weeks, studio project is finally over and presentation today was okie. maybe cause the lecturers were sick and tired of listening to people presentating the whole day so when it came to our turn, they were kinda bo chap. whatever. as long as we weren't blasted badly.

went to watch huifen's bro in some singing competition yesterday and by the time the results were out, the last train was over so had to take the bus back. spent the whole night debugging and sadly, i didn't manage to sleep. again so im like sooo shagged right now i feel stupid.

well, took lotsa pictures and fooled around quite a bit with the girls cause i won't be seeing them for the next year. our modules and iap are total opposites. so yeah. im definately gonna miss them. their bimboness, their crappiness, their lameness and the humour that we share. im sure im getting more bimbotic by the day and its all thanks to them. heh. love them =]

after studio comes the final project. im not looking forward to it. seriously. stuck in the same room for the next three months will be absolutely b o r i n g. . . . . . so people who see this, better come visit me often if not ii dunno what will happen to me. just two days staying in sch working on the same thing is dreadful, all the more three months. sheesh.

right. im whining again. no hols for me, straight into the boringnoliferoom. i wanna play. get a break and stay home till i rot. that, can only be done in my dreams at this moment.

lynette asked me out so we'll be heading to east coast tmr. can't wait!! love the beach. but dunno what the two of us can do there.. two people there. talk until the our mouths are filled with salty air, sun tan until we burn, and then, its back to work. at least its better than nothing right? =]
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Wednesday, March 08, 2006

its 6.30 in the morning and im still in school. note the big STILL. camped over in school to try and finish our application before the big day and finally, its almost the end of studio project. after that, i dont wanna think about it.

had a major shocker just now when flash suddenly shut down and didn't allow me to save my file. the best part was the backup copies were gone from the computer. just like that. so just as i was about to wallow in self depression, and resign to my fate, it suddenly struck me that i have another backup in my ipod. now that's what being kiasu can do. save you from redoing all that u have done during the day and since i came into this specialisation, it soo seems that u have multiple copies of the same assignment and when it comes to major projects like this, you just get all paranoid and have twice the amount of backup copies that u usually have.

so yeah. just had to redo the part my ipod aka life saver didn't have and thank god it wasn't that much if not i would seriously consider kicking the com and then face the consequences of another corrupted file..

hopefully we can get everything done by today and go print our poster and what not and go home and catch some sleep and then comes thursday which is also presentation day and that was alot of 'ands'. ha
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Monday, March 06, 2006

sigh..

i blew it.

again.

im sorry my darlings.. i really don't mean it. i promise i'll try the next time.
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Friday, March 03, 2006

its crazy. the past few days has been horribly slow and our progress even slower so when we had our presentation on yesterday, the teachers kinda told us that we had to speed things up if not we might not finish in time. went to record our narration. kinda cool at first when u step in cause it looked exactly like a recording studio but the whole process of re- recording and editing took sooooo long that now, i seriously symphatize with singers. imagine a whole day in the audio room, with the silence ringing in ur ears, recording and re- recording. editing and re- editing. so... b o r i n g.

then can the other crazy part when miss amy msged lynette to tell her that her flight has been changed to in the morning instead of at night. amy's leaving for two years to study some dunno what course in the us. so yeah. we were planning of sending her off after studio project and then probably ton over at the airport cause the next day was a sat but turns out, she changed her flight.

okie.. so after sp on thurs, lynette, danni and i went to the airport and spent two whole hours trying to look for the viewing gallery with the nice green chairs and the huge space. walked around alot, took the skytrain back and forth like twice trying to find the damn place and in the end, we didnt find it. dots. whatever. so we went back to T2 and picked out a nice cosy corner which looked private enough and spend the night there. butttttt, nette had to leave halfway cause smthg happened and now, instead of the two of us left, bee ching and kaiyun joined us in the tonning. fun but damn tiring.

didn't go back to sch after sending amy cause i was seriously stoned. so here i am now, at home, blogging and then i'll probably go catch a quick nap and get down to work. scripting sucks and i suck at it.
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