im attached. offically for the first time in my life. and im.... well, i haven't really found the word to describe how im feeling right now. sad? well, happy is definately not one of the words i had in mind. have you ever heard of someone who is actually sad when they are attached???? well, welcome to my world people. and before you start thinking who that unlucky guy maybe... well, im not attached to a guy.

*gasp

jia wan is attached.. to a girl?

no. wrong again.

i'm attached to rock, sand, cement. i'm attached to a building, a company. yes i finally found out where i'm attached to for the next three months after fyp. and i hate it. from what i found out, yolk = overtime and having lunch late and web and scripting. did i not mention that i suck at scripting? does'nt matter if it doesn't involve flash. as long as there is some form of computer language that looks like (werkuhuihwe) (/werkuhuihwe) or onRelease( ){
gotoAndStop( );
}

i hate it and it hates me. shit. and for a moment, i still carried the hope of getting a company that allows me to shake leg and talk on msn all day.

i'm gonna die. so excuse me cause i'm gonna sit in a corner and sulk all day. i'm gonna wallow in self depression.

i probably shouldn't slam a verdict on it and say that i'll hate it and i'm gonna suffer and the next time you see me, i'll be ten pounds lighter. nope. but i'm also not gonna say that i'll enjoy my time there as well. maybe it won't be that bad and all that i can think of right now is that my other friend is probably feeling the same way as i am if not, worse.

so, we are both gonna sit in a corner and sulk all day. ha. no lah. we just have to take whatever we've got and make the best out of it. yes, i'm trying to make myself feel better. as for now, i shall freeze my arse off and when i get home, i shall indulge in ice cream.

anyway, ryan's out but it was kinda expected. i liked ryan. nevermind. i shall just continue watching ' so you think you shall dance' for i dunno what purpose.
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