AH!!!! Fusion is coming!! And I am sooo not prepared... My brother said that time was passing incredibly slow today and I told him that this is the one time that I am glad time is crawling by. For once in my life, I do not want to graduate cause its fusion. I mean.. IT'S FUSION!! How big a deal is that man?? After that, I probably will be left dangling there, and my path of life is still in the shadows so what the hell am I supposed to do? I don't even know if I wanna go straight to the U or to go overseas or to start working or to take a big break or what? What the hell am I supposed to do? I should probably start thinking about my future but what can I say? I am not a planner, and at this point in time, this is not good news. My future seems bleak. Someone should tell me what to do. They should come up with a new syllabus that teaches you how to plan your future. I hate not knowing what to do. It drives me crazy. Honestly, I have no vision of how my life will be once Fusion is over, and I kinda hate that feeling.. Oh my god. I am going insane.. =[

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