This entry is purely due to my pent up frustration so forgive me while I complain for a bit.

I'm starting to be delusional once again... God knows how many times I've comforted myself with these words: 'It's only temporary.. It'll be over soon.' But once again, I'm stuck in hell. Now, I can safely say that I've been there and back, and unfortunately, I've been thrown into this abyss once again. Is it really gonna be over soon? I wonder...

Now I know how it feels to have a migraine so bad I feel squeezing my head. My brain hurts and I mean it. So much so that I feel like puking and I turn green. Now like how rare is that? I never turn green... And to make things worse, you have to put up with unreasonable datelines, bitch clients who understand fuck and all demand to have their changes done immediately, thinking that you are the free-est designer in the world with nothing to do except to wait with your finger hovering over the f5 button, refreshing your email every other minute to see what are the latest changes to make and then promptly emailing them the revised visuals half an hour later. Remind me again if that is the life of a designer?

Designer = Modern-Day Slave?

I'm tired. I'm fucking tired.

ROAR!!!!

I'm just damn frustrated that even though my fellow colleague and I are drowning, barely making it through each day, with clients breathing down our necks, the projects are still coming in. Do they not get it that we are seriously tired and short-handed? Don't give me crap like:'This one very fast one.'

I DON'T BLOODY CARE HOW RUSH OR HOW FAST IT TAKES LOR!!! I NEED TIME!!

I only have one computer, one pair of hands and one dying brain...

Even God needs a break....

Labels: rants

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Monday, February 04, 2008

I've just decided to euthanize my ancient rabbit. To end her pain when her time is not up. Am I being a good owner? Or a very bad one?


She will be missed...
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